Songtexte: Ani DiFranco. Subconscious.

On one hand I?m walking
the way that I do
looking like I?m lost in thought
but I?m looking for you

it?s so subconscious
the way that I feel
too bad my subconscious life
is the more real

and I ain?t in the best shape
that I?ve ever been in
but I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been
I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been

some kind of anxiety
has gotten hold of my heart
and I just want to run home
when I feel it start

plastic bottles of water
sealed windows, forced air
and gazillions of cell phones
beaming through my (h)air

and I ain?t in the best shape
that I?ve ever been in
but I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been
I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been

I?m tossing and turning
between sleepless dreams
and I?m poised on the edge of
what it all means

so I turn my back
and I spread my arms wide
and I let myself fall in
way deep inside

and I ain?t in the best shape
that I?ve ever been in
but I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been
I know where I?m going
and it ain?t where I?ve been

(Thanks to Renato for these lyrics)