doushite doushite suki nan darou konna ni namida afureteru ano koro ha ushinau mono ga oosukite nani mo utaenakatta sukoshi hanareta basho soko
all inside again. My whole life?s been waiting, ever since I can remember Been anxious awaiting your fall, and don?t let me be a long while Can?t let go of my life
see myself lost in the City Of Never waiting for someone to come out what do you do so far away you are there in another life and your December dreams
white-bred child they blind us with a plastic smile no chance for change this life ain't free i'll kill myself if they don't kill me this life i call
hate myself And now I cried these tears and gathered all my pride I needed to move on Knew that time would make me sure Needed space to heal I had to change
cant go on like this After all this time that passed I still want you in my life You were my first love and i want you to be my last I still remember
I try to picture myself, in his position but remain silent I get to thinking bout the shit we been through We close like kin, but you remain my friend too This life
I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living should I blast myself? I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black my
enemies come So if he died and came back Would he try to save rap? We needing a change, the drama remains I spent my whole life, fighting myself That
I made myself Poverty raised me thinking ain't no help I pray for my health my mind and my family too State of myself my grind and my family crew
out the gutter never changed my style Got for real about my papers, cause the game was wild And the fame was a plot to try to change me And what's strange is nobody knew my
: Verse 1 The only way to change me is maybe blow my brains out stuck in the middle of the game to get the pain out Pray to my God everyday but he don
wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living should I blast myself I'm tired of being poor and even worse I'm black My stomach hurts
burnin crack No love for these bitches cause when you down and out, They backs turn Now dig em and ditch em be about my riches, Sip my liquor, And let my
anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life
big decision, it's going to change my life. I'll have to make all new friends, I'm gonna lose my wife. But that's okay with me. There's something in my
to race except straight I can feel them close on my heels, gotta keep goin' so I'm takin' the wheel Tryin' to outrun my fears, outrun my peers, outrun
I won't see my dear friends as much Male friends especially, I'll no longer be in touch I'll change my hobbies to match yours I'll stop reading my
