: Standing on the balcony, trembling like a friggin' leaf Its freezin' cold I must be mad its 4AM and gettin' really f*ckin' bad There's an end to everything
: I open my eyes another day is here The sun's already high Can not recall just what I was dreamin' But I'm sure I can catch the reprise somehow Piles
: Listen I may well I hear what you're sayin' But you know we're not the bread & butter Anymore these days everything's changed there's no use in arrangin
: Honestly I don't believe I've ever been this weary My thinking is really tearing my whole inside outside and in I wish I had the nerve to do just something
: You're running at too great a pace You're hurruing way too fast these days I wish there was a way that i could turn back time and then set off a new
: I'm not too big a fan of beer but I need a drink If I smoked I could use a zip now I'm on the brink I've been all geared up now for how long I don'
: I was way off track from start I judged everything by my damned heart I walked unprotected 'gainst the blows How was I suppose to really know When
: Caught between the dusk and dawn I numb myself to death yet I'm awake I'm running out of alcohol I shouldn't feel a thing yet all I feel is hate I
: Every day it's all the same no matter how I turn or twist my brain I toss my body and scratch my f*ckin' mind I bend and duck but I bounce 'gainst
: When I asked myself the other day I came to realise I'm not ok I've burned my fingers bad before I've seen myself through worse I'm sure But just the
: I can not breath I'm going down All I can feel is I don't wanna be around My head just squeals I can not cope With all this hurt might as well swing
: Hear me say it's ok there just is no other way I believe and strongly feel some things just aren't meant to be All the time in our lives something
: We just never seem to keep a single promise that we make We just never seem to mean a single word of what we say I just can not believe in the very
: I'm not made perfect I don't know everything From time to time my mind is on the virtual brink I've had my moments when I've prepared for all I've
: I was the straw to which you hung on I came to enlight your silly life as far as I can see I taught you everything I know Still you're stupid as before
: Well, I can still recall the first time that I first laid my eyes on you I can't believe all the years that have passed since Or just how little we
: I have drunk my head all weary I've been wild in search for fun A lot of dates and names and places Great deal of women I have known But as I sit
: Before that sacred holy flickering tv-screen You're served commercials day-time fakes and tv-priests You keep your VCR running almost constantly Afraid
